Looking for a way., Away from her. A way to get back to loving myself and not her. If someone is interested and would like to show me the truth. Reality is what I am looking for, been living a fairytale is what she said. A visual will hurt but its something I believe is necessary for me to digest the situation. This will serve as my personal and private reminder. Looking forward to getting this weight off my chest, its brought me so far down I'm army crawling .