Charlie or Charles Johnson

Mere bare men: I consider sex to be an art form. Because of the 45,000 year old cave art that was found, to me that art isn't any different than the inside of female vaginas back where their cervixes are because cave art is around dripping stalagmites and stalactites, and female vaginas have dripping wet flesh stalagmite and stalactite-style. If a person cannot reach back to female cervix areas, they don't have art available if they are interested in sex. Wellhung males can attend the art shows, or males who are long enough but not wellhung. If the art isn't available to me, I will have to wait until my next life after I pass on of old age natural causes. For my penis size right now having artistic sex would be like a couple of females getting together lez-style, and I would know they would have to rely on length from time to time which they would not get from me. That would bum me out because I dig art so much, so I end up alone as a recluse. The girls I used to date or talk to here didn't dig me at my size, so for me to be like a lezbo shemale is not what they wanted, even though anatomically that's how my penis is shaped. I need to be 3 to 4 times the length I am endowed with on an erection, plus to become wellhung when flaccid and never retractile. Really I am going to an art school of sorts taking courses in art appreciation looking at online sex vids of straight long cock fucking until I pass on of old age. Other courses taught at the school I am taking are refresher courses I have already taken in psychological sensory deprivation, being deprived of the sense of sight of a long cock for myself, and deprived of the sense of touch, being deprived of the feel of long cock, and coursework in sociological relative deprivation, being deprived relatively to long cock when I am just as qualified to be long as they were endowed with. The education is rigorous and not a walk in the park. Just because my work is self-work does not mean I am gay, and I'm not and never have been, I am in art school so the work is self-work, I watch straight category long cock sex in school, when I graduate at my passing on of old age then I do straight sex, but right now, no I'm not gay at all. There are really 4 categories- straight, gay, transgender, and self.